pain in my heart

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First verse

Here I am alone in this empty room and l
et my mind just fly me to the end
thoughts of you still linger in my memory
wondering why my life is not that fair

Refrain:

I could still recall
those memories of you
the joy and all the laughter
the love that we’ve been through
oh, i cant believe you’re gone

Chorus:

I don’t want to remember the things we used to do
all the things that remind me of you,
I don’t want to hear those songs,
those songs we used to sing
cause i don’t wanna feel the pain in my heart

Second Verse:

Talking to myself for reasons i can’t find
findin’ out why everything went wrong
tears falling down my cheeks that i been trying to hold
I just don’t know if could still do on

Second Refrain:

I wanted you to stay
the tears began to show
you said you care for me
but, then you had to go
and now i know you’re gone

Repeat Chorus 2x

‘ cause i don’t wanna feel,
yeah i dont wanna feel
the pain in my heart…

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Manny Means Business

Champion boxer Manny Pacquiao has always had a business plan: Fight my way out of poverty 

The first thing you notice when entering the dressing room of Manny Pacquiao is just how crowded it is. The room, right across the hall from where the best pound-for-pound boxer in the world has just finished taping his Filipino television show ”Pinoy Records” is spartan, basically furnished with people. The next thing you notice is that the current World Boxing Council Lightweight Champion seems to get lost in this sea of people. His agents, family, handlers and just hangers-on, are all better dressed, louder and more domineering. It takes a few seconds to even pick him out.

It’s not until Manny tells one of them to ”take the journalist to the other room” and then saunters in a few minutes later, laying his hands – complete with several diamondd adorned fingers – on the grimy table that his presence is felt.

Here are the knuckles that have knocked out 35 opponents, including American David Diaz last June to win the Lightweight title. Here is the fearless dynamo, the Mexicutioner, the Destroyer, Pacman, the People’s Champ, a man so wild in the ring that he’s constantly had to move up weight classes just to find boxers who can endure his lightning-fast punches. This 169-centimetre-tall man is a weapon, and the sparkle in his eye reveals that he knows it.

But it’s not until he tells one of his handlers to ”be quiet, I can speak for myself,” that it becomes truly obvious that Manny Pacquiao really means business.

It seems the only time you’ve taken a real beating is when you went for public office. 
It was not the right time to run for office because I was in my prime in boxing. [The Filipino people] are looking at me as a role model in boxing. The time has come now. I think they will want me because I have a big heart.

So politics is still in the cards?
Absolutely. I want to be a congressman. [The Filipino people] idolise me in boxing. I want them to idolise me in terms of public service. [I believe in] social accountability. I can change the system. I’m not like some politicians who can be corrupt. I have money and I am satisfied with what I have earned from bloody work like boxing. What I want to do is bring government money back to the poor people.

What do you think the Philippines needs the most?
Politicians with big hearts to help the people who are suffering.

Comparing your life from five years ago to right now, what has changed? 
There is a very big difference. I make more money now, and I think I’m more popular now than before.

With popularity comes responsibility. Does that wear you down?
It’s not easy because you have to give your time to those people who support you – the fans I mean. They want to take photos with you, sign autographs. You have to give them the time. The other responsibility is to keep your feet on the ground.

How do you do that?
It’s very easy to get a big head. If you always pray and give thanks to God, your feet will still be on the ground. Without God, I will not be here and without the support of the people I am not Manny Pacquiao.

What do you do to relax?
My free time? This is my free time, working also. Playing darts, chess, golf and basketball, study.

Study?
Business management. I go to school Mondays to Fridays. I am a regular student at the Notre Dame of Dadiangas University.

How do you manage that?
The most important thing is discipline. To get your dream you need discipline.

Why Business Management?
Because I want my money to be in proper investments. I am the one who will manage it when I am not in boxing any more.

What subject do you like most?
My favourite subject is philosophy. It’s part of my course, as well as algebra – which is very hard.

How do you balance all of this?
You have to give time for everything, especially your family. You have to give more time to your family. It comes to a point where you say, ”No, I am going home.” There was a time when I played billiards and went to the casinos and cock fighting matches, but I stopped that because I realised I was not being a good role model to the people. [His handlers clap.]

How did your boxing career start?
I was 15 years old. I lived with my trainer [in Manila]. I worked in a tailoring shop. I worked during the day and trained at 5 pm. I learned to sew. I could make you a shirt! [Manny flicks his own tailored cuffs to show off his sinewy forearms.] I worked in construction as a painter and a welder, and sold flowers in front of the church every Sunday morning. That’s how tough my life was.

I turned professional at 16. But the Games and Amusement Board didn’t want to give me a licence because I was under-aged. So I faked it. I told them, ”Oh, I am 18 years old. I was 18 last December.” Then the chairman said, ”Where’s your birth certificate?” So I told him it was in the province and that I will get my mother to send it to him. But I had a fight soon, so they gave [the licence] to me. I won my first 12 fights before I lost by KO. That was my first ever.

by Jim Plouffe

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E-mail Etiquette

 

Although you can try to recall an e-mail, it’s better to use discretion in the beginning, according to Will Schwalbe, co-author of Send, a guide to e-mail etiquette. Always be polite, too, but we’re sure you already knew that.

Here’s Schwalbe’s checklist of things to consider before you send:

Is the e-mail simple? If not, it could create confusion and waste time. Edit words and sentences until the message is as tight and as pared-down as you can make it without losing its meaning.

Is it effective? Correspondence, particularly for business, has to be right the first time, as you may not have another chance to connect with the recipient.

Is your e-mail necessary? We all spend too much time asking others to do things that are essentially frivolous. Ask yourself what would happen if you didn’t send the e-mail. If the answer is ”nothing much,” then delete it.

Do you want something done?
If your e-mail requires action, make sure you follow it up. And don’t fall into the trap of forwarding something just to pass the buck. Ask yourself if you are moving things forward or just moving them off your own desktop.

Dos and Don’ts
Don’t use CAPITAL LETTERS
– it’s the equivalent of shouting.
Don’t send emotionally charged messages. If you wouldn’t say it to the recipient’s face, don’t send it.
Don’t e-mail confidential material. It could end up in the wrong hands. Send a letter instead.

Do be specific in the subject line. Your message could get deleted if it looks like spam.
Do answer at the top, not the bottom, of an e-mail.It’s annoying having to scroll down the bottom to read a response.
Do stick with black font, no larger than 12 points in size. This is the easiest type to read.

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DREAMING OF YOU

Author: Bobby E. Ioanes

When I close my eyes I dream of you. 
Can’t sleep at night ’cause I wanna be with you. 
Don’t want to live, don’t want to cry 
Without you by my side. 
When I go to sleep at night 
I ask God to make my days bright. 
I know he will do it – I know it is true. 
Because he knows I only want to be with you. 
I hear your voice inside my head. 
I can imagine us together again. 
I know it will happen – I know it is true; 
Because I asked God if I can be with you. 
I see you and I together again; 
Holding hands and feeling the pain. 
What a beautiful feeling – I wish it were true. 
But I am only dreaming – dreaming of you.

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marriage joke

A man sat down and was seriously staring at the marriage certificate, after a long time his wife asked, “What are you looking for? He replied, “The expiration date.”

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i will buy this small notebook

I think i will buy one notebook from bestbuy.com soon. I am now at T&C Sovanna Shopping Center with Khmerbird in a meeting about website learning. I was thought about asking my mum who is now in Texas to buy some gifts for me. After i check at bestbuy.com then i found this cool stuff, small notebook from Acer. It is very small, just 8.9 ” screen size (as small and light as a text book) and easy for me to bring along or throught in my car/bag. It will entertain me a lot of thing like internet chatting, blogging, meeting, music and more… the price is only 349.99 USD only.. I like  it  now and i hope you like it too..

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Family Joke

Dear Dad,

$chool i$ really great. I am making lot$ of friend$ and $tudying very hard. With all my $tuff, I $imply can`t think of anything I need. $o if you would like, you can ju$t $end me a card, a$ I would love to hear from you.

Love,

Your $on

 

The Reply:

Dear Son,

I kNOw that astroNOmy, ecoNOmics, and oceaNOgraphy are eNOugh to keep even an hoNOr student busy. Do NOt forget that the pursuit of kNOwledge is a NOble task, and you can never study eNOugh.

Love,

Dad

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EVER WONDER ??????

- Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin?

- Why women can’t put on mascara with their mouth closed?

- Why don’t you ever see the headline “Psychic Wins Lottery”?

- Why is “abbreviated” such a long word?

- Why is it that doctors call what they do “practice”?

- Why is it that to stop Windows XP, you have to click on “Start”?

- Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker?

- Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour?

- Why isn’t there mouse-flavored cat food?

- When dog food is new and improved tasting, who tests it?

- Why do they sterilize the needle for lethal injections?

- You know that indestructible black box that is used on airplanes? Why

- don’t they make the whole plane out of that stuff?

- Why don’t sheep shrink when it rains?

- Why are they called apartments when they are all stuck together?

- If con is the opposite of pro, is Congress the opposite of progress?

- If flying is so safe, why do they call the airport the terminal?

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Tips of the day

Speak the truth

Speak the truth
Speak that which is pleasant
Don’t speak the truth that is unpleasant
Do not speak that which is pleasant but untrue

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Tips of the day

How old are you ?
I am still young enough to play the game, but old enough to know the score!

Experience
I’m not 50 yrs old. I’m 18 with 32 yrs of experience

Learning about love
Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear

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